[Intro]
Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you girl
And it’s killing me girl knowing you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win no
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man
Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
Girl you know that aint fair
And it’s killing me girl knowing, you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, no I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone....
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
VIDS
Coz Motion Pictures Make it Worth Seein
Ludacris ft Chris Brown & Sean Garrett - What Them Girls Like
Jabbawockeez in Step Up 2 deleted scene
NKOB ft. NEYO - Single
Craig David - Insomnia
Scooter Smiff FT. Chris Brown - Head Of My Class (COOL STUFF)
P R O F I L E
Owner Tells Best
Hey! Welcome ta ma blog. The name's Mohamad Syazwan. Ta make it simple, juz call me Wawan in case you peepz see me in da streets.
Well, born in Jan 9th 1989, i'm juz a 20 yr old guy seekin nutink but da best in me. Hopefully. . lol. Currently undergoin ma 3+ yrs
Aerospace Avionics course in Republic Polytechnic. Loves ta entertain maself by singing and dancing which i've never gone a day without.
Ma life has oweas been triggered by the scenes of the past, present & future. Hence, diz blog is an update of Ma Life. . .
The Aftermath. . . Take diz blog as whatever you want. Let it be an entertainment blog or resourceful blog or whatever crap ayte.
All i want readers ta do is ta sit back, relax & reminisce some time.
Some peepz must be wonderin why da hell am i too attached to her. Here are the reasons why. The rest of it, hmmm... I cnt realie explain. You'll realise when yer in diz situation of mine. Letz c if u cn explain it ta me.
1. She's a part of me.
2. Da best part of ma life.
3. She's so fine- da way she talks, da way she moves her evri muscle, etc.
4. She isnt pretty but Beautiful.
5. God sends angel to bring us together. God iz Great!
Evriwhr i go & at evri tick of da clock, she's oweas up here in ma mind. And now, im missin her badly & cnt go ta slp. Juz take a closer look at da time i posted diz entry. 2 dayz in a row w/o mitin each otha and diz iz d aftermath. Hehz. Im so crazy in love. Realie2 hope ta getta mit her leta in da day. Damn! Im gonna hug her.
Juz laz words b4 i sign off: Love is the magician, the enchanter that changes worthless things to joy.
wawan
PICTURE DEPICTS A THOUSAND WORDS
3:48 AM - Friday, December 26, 2008
Not an issue. Juz a confession. Picture iz sumtink dat one look upon, ponder & have lotsa comments. However, some people dun express their tots verbally but their facial expression tells it all. Diz iz due ta some reasons. Itz either dey feel like it OR dey are forced to do so.
In ma situation, im indirectly forced to do so. Juz bcoz of da comments dat i give, i receive threats. Woah!! Scared huh? Well, i got no 1 ta confess to, actuali. So here's d onli place i cn turn to, diz tyme round. Fellaz, a pic showin yer gal standin closely next ta a guy whom u dun realie noe frm which planet dey r frm,-I mentioned da word, "DEY", coz itz not 1, not 2 but several pics.-diz includes da recent agenda at ZoukOut, wat would y'all feel? Happy? Certainly not. Juz keep quiet? Hmm... A dumbass would do dat.
So, what happens when she threatens ya? Ok, fer dose who doesn't noe watta do, i got a suggestion-A man gotta do wat a man gotta do. See, whatever ladies can do, fellaz can do it too. Objection, anyone? I suggest dat one fine day, letz put our shades on & hit da dancefloor. Grab a chick, snapshots & upload dose shots on d internet. Den, sit back, relax & observe da respond. Lets c if dey cn keep themselves quiet. hmmm.... (I realie think diz idea isn't dat bad aft all. Mwahahaha!)
P/S: Da suggestion above isnt fer da faint-hearted. Yer discretion iz advised. Kwang3.
Aniwae, Happy 22nd mth fer da both of us(includin da 6 mths break-up). Had loads of fun spendin our time togetha at Vivo, Ben & Jerry's, Sentosa and Tampines. hah! Realie had a great time witcha with all da running at Pahlawan Beach, feastin & drinkin. Hehz. To all readers, Nadya iz da best thing dat has eva come into ma life. PERIOD!
Yer none otha then Syazwan aka Wawan aka Wan aka Wak
K bye!
IS "CONFUSE" DA RYTE WORD? AND PLS STOP!!
1:43 AM - Thursday, December 18, 2008
So things are beginning ta turn haywire a lil bit between me n her. Hmm.. What a start huh? So here it goes.
I say "NO!" while she says "YES!". And evritime i say "YES!" she'll prolly say "NO!". Okay, ta make it short, we oweas hv COUNTER-ARGUMENTS. I dunno why iz diz happening ta us but i got a feeling dat all those will soon end. Hopefully.
See, i've got absolute faith in diz r'ship and havin diz faith tingy makes me weak. And when i'm weak, ma mind starts ta go wild. Thinkin, "Where she go? Where she at? Dun tell me she isnt serious." But wait a minute, when someone has dat sorta tot, cn he/she have faith?? Okaaaayyyy... So confuse iz realie da ryte word ta explain ma situation. Why da hell iz diz happening ta me??!!
All these veri wild tots iz wat most people call paranoid. A jackass will call it hallucination. DAMN! I have ta stop b4 itz realie too late. I dun wanna end diz r'ship tragically again & again. Mayne, i love her. I realie do. She told me she's willing ta sacrifice otha fellaz and contacts fer me. And hvin diz situation dat im facing, it realie iz a bad way ta react ta dat.
Babe, im gonna repay ya fer all yer deeds ta da best of ma ability. Ya noe diz isnt da best i cn do. Gonna prove it ta ya by showin ya dat im fer real. Keep diz in mind, babe. Coz diz iz ma promiz to ya.
Nadya's
Wawan
FINE DEN
4:58 AM - Saturday, December 6, 2008
I'm sorie. Shouldnt have tried making ya change.
Should accept ya fer da way ya are. Not ta make ya ta
somethin yer not. Even if it hurts so bad, i have ta endure.
Datz d onli way ta kip diz rship goin- which iz ta swallow everything
and hope things will turn out da way i want things ta be.
Juz one more thing. I wont eva gonna be da one givin up
diz rship even if im in da wrong. Coz i've oweas kip ta diz oath.
And running away from mistakes is juz gonna make things worse.
Perhaps, it isnt man enough. So each time when ya feel like givin up,
oweas remember dat im da guy who has sincerely been luvin ya from da start.
Ma apologies
Syazwan
DE-CORNROWS....
2:26 AM
Itchy, uneasy & stressy (Iz dere sucha word??)!! So i really gotta get 'em outta ma head!! Here's d aftermath....
Missin her badly. . Hope ta mit her tmr. . If she wants ta... Hmm...
wawan
A BOYFRIEND'S 10 WISHES
1:43 AM - Friday, December 5, 2008
How i wish:
1. She could love me as much as i love her. 2. She could miss me as much as i miss her. 3. She could contact no otha fellaz except me. 4. She could ferget all otha fellaz except me. 5. Each time she wants ta enjoy, she thinks bout me. 6. I could be the last one that she calls late at night. 7. I could be the first one that she dials when she opens her eyes. 8. She won't have ta hide & lie anything. Even if her intention iz ta make me happy. 9. She knows that rhip does not only consist of LOVE & TRUST. But SACRIFICE as well. 10. She could be mine forever.
I understand dat evri1 nids time ta change. Some may have counter-argument by sayin, "Loving someone is ta accept the way they are.. Not changing 'em ta da way ya want 'em ta be." But hey! Someone who trully loves ya & care fer ya would only want ya ta change fer da betta. Not change fer da worse! Who in the world would like ta c their loved ones flop? Hmm... B, ya want me ta trust ya. Well im tryin but it won't be possible if there's anotha lie and things datcha hide. We both have tasks ta do ta kip diz rship goin. So letz start now and make our dreams & desire come ta life.
Oweas here when ya need me wawan
CORNROW! FINALLY!!
11:35 AM - Tuesday, December 2, 2008
STRESS SEH BAPAK!! COOL OR WAT??
AFTER 30 AGONISING MINUTES
MEET MA PERSONAL HAIRSTYLIST! KWANG3
...45MINS PASSED.....ARGH!!!
AN HOUR..... SATISFACTION
FUUYYYOOOO!!!
PHEEEWWWWIIIIITTT!!!
HMMMM....OK......
And in the end, im still missin her... So glad ta be back again.... Letz make it work babe!!!!
would like ta thank our useful BLOGSKINS fer producin sucha top notch skin.
motion pictures dat make diz blog worth visitin, tanx ta YOUTUBE. not ta ferget
dat diz blog will be incomplete without music. so, a round of applause fer imeem in
guidin me towards findin da ryte songs & melody. would oso like ta give ma tanx ta LETSSINGIT
fer da lyrics which help ta make a song worth listening . and lastly, ta ma fwen; TALIA. fer she who had helped me in openin diz blog.
HMMMM....OK......