[Intro]
Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you girl
And it’s killing me girl knowing you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win no
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man
Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
Girl you know that aint fair
And it’s killing me girl knowing, you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, no I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone....
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
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Ludacris ft Chris Brown & Sean Garrett - What Them Girls Like
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Craig David - Insomnia
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P R O F I L E
Owner Tells Best
Hey! Welcome ta ma blog. The name's Mohamad Syazwan. Ta make it simple, juz call me Wawan in case you peepz see me in da streets.
Well, born in Jan 9th 1989, i'm juz a 20 yr old guy seekin nutink but da best in me. Hopefully. . lol. Currently undergoin ma 3+ yrs
Aerospace Avionics course in Republic Polytechnic. Loves ta entertain maself by singing and dancing which i've never gone a day without.
Ma life has oweas been triggered by the scenes of the past, present & future. Hence, diz blog is an update of Ma Life. . .
The Aftermath. . . Take diz blog as whatever you want. Let it be an entertainment blog or resourceful blog or whatever crap ayte.
All i want readers ta do is ta sit back, relax & reminisce some time.
but i dun have a job currently. And datz juz fine fer her & me.
Coz we find another way ta keep busy. Ya'll know what i mean.
Imma rich man
but i dun have da car ta drive. And truthfully i dun really mind.
She walks around wit me all da time.
Imma rich man
say imma wealthiest man in da world.
But i got no money, no gold & no string of pearls.
I dun need nutink as long as i got ma girl. Coz she's ma world.
Imma rich man
coz she's ma diamond
Honestly,
Wawan ;D
EVERYONE'S MOVIN ON. . AND SO??
4:03 AM - Friday, November 21, 2008
Ok, here's anotha issue. . Some people dun realie think before they say. . .
Definition of MOVE ON WITH LIFE (in his/her case): To carry on with life.
Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Different people have different experiences and missions in life. So, when YOU say, "everyone's movin on. it's time i should too", do YOU mean that YOU are not movin on?? Hahaha! YOU are juz makin a fool of yerself, arent YOU? Hey! WAKE UP CALL!! Everyone is movin on. Includin YOU & me. But wat YOU want in life dat matters.
Ok, now, lemme guess.... What YOU are tryna say iz YOU dun wanna get back ta da life YOU once had, ryte? Which oso refers ta da life YOU have eva had wit me. Hehz... Datz a realie sad thing ta noe... (But watever it iz, i dun care who YOU'll be with as long as he helps YOU in becomin a betta person. .) Hmm... Anyway, diz iz da kinda mistake dat peepz do. Which iz ta go through experiences and juz ferget bout it. Like some say, "Datz da past, ferget bout it." Honestly, dat sentence iz bull-shit! Should bear in mind dat 'past' iz da subject dat make YOU what YOU are, who YOU are & where YOU stand. Da past oso serves as a reminder of da mistakes dat YOU & I have made. Compromise is da way ta learn from mistakes, not leave. Leave=Running away from mistakes=Dun learn anything.
So when YOU leave, wat was da next thing on yer mind? "ENJOY la geng... Macam tak paham plak... Gua suah single beb.. Carik lelaki cute2 yok!" Haiyo!! Enjoy till when? Till yer 6ft under? Haiz... Life iz too short ta enjoy-sakan. We dun even have da time ta learn from all da mistakes we've made. Wat YOU want fer YOUR future depends on what YOU think of YOUR past. When YOU dun wanna tink bout da past which results ta not learning from it, it realie shows dat da past has taken da best of YOU. Ignorance isnt bliss. . It realie isnt. . .
Life is a game of choice. I choose ta help YOU in a way or another. Coz each time YOU leave & ignore me, it only makes me stronger.
Stronger ta help ya WaWaN
GIVE UP
2:12 AM - Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Does it worth givin up? Knowin datcha luv him/her & havin ta feel datcha cnt live yer life wit any otha person. Me, d answer is definitely a NO-NO! Jyeah! As i've said in da past few entries, itz true dat God has set our future AND it depends on our own effort. I'm not realie a 'mommy's boy' but she oweas tell me, "if ya want sumtink & ya realie tink it cn secure yer future, go fer it." And she also told me dat not evritink dat we want would be granted. But no matter wat, effort counts. I totally agree wit her. Coz we wouldnt noe wat our future would b like unless we try. And im tryin babe, and hopin dat d outcome iz worth d effort. If i tink datcha juz anotha girl who's of no hope, i prolly won't be wastin ma time tryin & hopin dat soon u'll b mine. Tryna make ya realise dat im fer real and showin ya sumtin real before ya look up & i'll be... Sigh....
I juz dunno wat ta add but hope diz helps.. A group of peepz told me dat yer a playgirl and dat i should ferget boutcha. And diz was wat i answered.....
Dat playgirl is da one who changed ma life. So does it worth ta ferget?
24-7 till i give up Mohamad Syazwan
RUNNING AWAY?
1:49 AM - Sunday, November 16, 2008
Hey! She's running away!! Catch her! Catch her!! Mwahahaha!!! Ok now look. She changed her link again. Woohoo!! Running away? Hmm... May i ask WHY? Ok i'd rather not ask. Juz remembered dat i cnt ask a single thing. Every little thing i ask iz like gettin on yer nerves. Hehz.. Can i make a confession here? Ooops! Dat was accidental. Aniway, blogging iz all bout freedom of speech so, umm.. Letz start off by sayin, "IT'S UNFAIR." Why? Coz, u oweas get watcha want but i dun. Changin yer link means, i cnt read yer entry. So letz make it even. I'll be makin a countdown of 3 dayz. As of NOW!!
3 dayz left!!
FUTURE IZ OURS??
2:25 AM - Friday, November 14, 2008
Future brings out the anxiety of every individual. . . Izit?? Hmm. . Again, letz discuss... Have ya eva heard of this quote, "Our future lies within ourselves..."? Hehz. . Everyone of us are likely ta succeed. I mean, SERIOUSLY! But, if only there's effort bein put up. Duncha agree fellaz? Planning our future isn't dat hard but fulfillin what we want & what we need in da long run, it realie iz hard(depends on individual & circumstances. OF COURSE!). Sayin yer hungry but not consuming anitink, would dat make ya full? Ok, dat sounds damn short term but if ya cant fulfil short term goal, can ya even accomplish long term goal? LOL. I mean itz logic, mayne. . SPECIFICALLY!
"See future. See forever.." Someone optimistic would say dat. . Well, i've eva confessed dat ta someone whom i'm realie in love with. And lately, i got da same four words back at me. Damn, i'm thinkin, "i hope diz time, she's fer real.." She's lucky dat i'm not da type who iz once beaten, twice shy. Hey! I still stick ta ma words when i say, "I want us ta be togetha foreva." Coz i'm fer real. We could have worked it out if she dint decide ta back off. Seriously. People need time ta change. People need time ta understand each other's needs & wants. And diz time, i've made a promiz ta maself not ta be complacent. I admit dat i did some wrongs but we wont have a brighter future without several mistakes. Right babe?
If only i cud foresee me & her future bein togetha foreva, it would be da nicest thing eva. But too bad, success is a step away, a step is an effort away & an effort is a devotion away. So first, DEVOTION. Do YOU have?? Or do YOU not??
Each of us have ta work on and not juz hope fer da best though itz true dat God has set our future. Coz wat we work fer iz success and wat we don't iz failure.
YOU are what i've oweas hoped for. PERIOD! wawan la seh!
IGNORANCE IS BLISS???
2:39 AM - Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Ignorance is a complicated thing to undastand. The term which can be of harmless and harmful ta yerself and ta anotha party. So, izit true ignorance iz bliss?
Personally, i think itz true dat ignorance iz bliss but to a certain extend. Yes, it can prevent one from getting involved in a conflict and such. But, duncha eva think of wat d otha party feels when he talks and talks and talks and in d end, all he gets iz LaLa-ByE, silence, followed by a new topic bein brought forward. Fellaz, tell me, will a r’ship work dat way? Hmm... Certainly not huh? A r’ship won’t work without any thorough interaction between one anotha. Without this, can there be understanding? Without understanding, can there be trust? Without trust, can there be love? This iz what LOVE realie mean to ya? Diz i tell ya. When dat very thing happened to me, i did feel hurt. But i’m still cool. Juz following yer tempo, tailgating ya.
So now, positions have been switched. I’m not gonna explain much but i’m prepared fer anitink.
As fer jobs, still cnt find 1 xia people!! Burden juz keeps pullin ma shoulders down. I cnt withstand da pressure till i find a job. REALIE!! Mates have been real good in helpin me out findin a job. BUT TA NO AVAIL! Dad with permanent disability. Mom with low paid job. How can she possibly manage? I wonder. With all da bills and me & awie’s pocket money, it’s merely impossible ta manage. Well, i hv ta say dat GOD iz great. Most gracious. Most merciful. Hopefully i’ll find a job anytime soon & Insya’Allah, evritink will get back on track. Ignorance isn’t dat blissful after all. . .
May da force be with me wawan
SHE COMES...IT LOOKS LIKE SHE'S GONNA...
9:57 AM - Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Confuse? Dunno which ta choose? Buck up girl! Yer confusion pressures me. Realie! Cnt u see? Yer con.....fused... Haha! Ok, i believe that u've changed. . But by a fraction. . A round of applause to ya. A slight change doesnt mean there's no change. Right fellaz? But how long will this change last. . ? Hmm. . . I understand dat ya still wanna enjoy. . Hehz. Well, me either! Enjoy all ya want while ya can babe. Coz sooner er leta, the term "CLUB" will be sucha bored thing ta talk about. . Trust me, it realie iz. . Next....
TRUST. A realie big word huh? To me, UNDERSTANDING someone plays a big part in TRUSTING someone. There's no TRUST without UNDERSTAND. Tell me, can you trust yer religion without understanding the concept of yer own religion? Hmm. . . She wants me ta trust her but her actions make it hard fer me ta understand her. . Seein sum1 i dun like, and ta make matter worse, da guy whom she's meetin dislikes me too. . And yet, she wants herself & i ta settle down, see forever & see future. I cnt understand, realie.
Love cant go without trust Trust cant go without understand It's been quite some time i think about the term "TRUST" Until now dat i discover dat derez no Love without Understand
Hence, da basic thing bout love iz ta understand each otha. I noe we'll be back again. We juz nid tyme. If ya realie think dat im dat somebody who can give ya more than ya can ask fer, den dun lose diz privilege coz i've oweas been waitin fer ya.
would like ta thank our useful BLOGSKINS fer producin sucha top notch skin.
motion pictures dat make diz blog worth visitin, tanx ta YOUTUBE. not ta ferget
dat diz blog will be incomplete without music. so, a round of applause fer imeem in
guidin me towards findin da ryte songs & melody. would oso like ta give ma tanx ta LETSSINGIT
fer da lyrics which help ta make a song worth listening . and lastly, ta ma fwen; TALIA. fer she who had helped me in openin diz blog.
