JYEAH!!! Guess datz me. . . Lol or cry till dry; itz all up ta ya ayte. .
And da next thing im gonna do iz. . . . REFLECT those on maself. . . .
wawan
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HIS MISTAKES
USHER
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Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you girl
And it’s killing me girl knowing you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win no
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man
Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
Girl you know that aint fair
And it’s killing me girl knowing, you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, no I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone....
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
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Hey! Welcome ta ma blog. The name's Mohamad Syazwan. Ta make it simple, juz call me Wawan in case you peepz see me in da streets. Well, born in Jan 9th 1989, i'm juz a 20 yr old guy seekin nutink but da best in me. Hopefully. . lol. Currently undergoin ma 3+ yrs Aerospace Avionics course in Republic Polytechnic. Loves ta entertain maself by singing and dancing which i've never gone a day without. Ma life has oweas been triggered by the scenes of the past, present & future. Hence, diz blog is an update of Ma Life. . . The Aftermath. . . Take diz blog as whatever you want. Let it be an entertainment blog or resourceful blog or whatever crap ayte. All i want readers ta do is ta sit back, relax & reminisce some time.
WHATEVER
THINGS I NEED
THINGS I NEED
well, i am 20 years old, aren't i?
Lacoste Polo Tees
Palm Centro!!
Ipod Classic
T O D O L I S T
watta do, wen ya gotta do, u've gotta do
-Pass motorbike TP(Early May!!!)
-Cornrows? Dreadlox??(Still stress bout diz. . sigh)
-Get a job urgently
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
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WAT TYPE OF PERSON AM I???
3:31 AM - Tuesday, September 30, 2008
IF.......
4:22 AM - Monday, September 29, 2008
If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Quran
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Girl I know we had some good times. It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye. Girl you know I love you, I can't deny. I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I. I know it hurts so much but it's best for us. Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust. So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry. It's killing me so, why don't you go?
yours' truly,
wawan
1 DOWN!!
7:38 PM - Thursday, September 25, 2008
Okay peepz! After a year of waitin, finally i attain wat it means ta be happy. . !! JYEAH!!! Would like ta announce dat I'VE PASSED MA CAR TP TEST!!! Diz oso means dat i can ady drive. . . hahah!! (dey c me rollin, dey hatin. . .) WOOHHOOOO!!! Hence, i would realie like ta take diz opportunity ta thank ma fwens, ma fams, strangers & evri1 who had given me all da support & gd luck wishes. . hehz. . Cnt wait ta drive diz hari raya. . Show off sikit la beb. . . kwang3. . Iz dere any1 out dere who wish ta loan their car ta me?? hmm. .
Now, im gonna focus on bike license. . Juz mayb i cn pass by end of diz year. . Hopefully. . So peepz, i nid yer help AGAIN!!! Can?? hehz. . . I paused at prac 3. . Resuming after few dayz of hari raya. . How i wish evritink will go smoothly. . hmm. .
TO BOB, happy 18th!!
TO MOM, can i buy a scrambler when i pass??
TO STRANGER, im sorie fer da nasty remarks & nice meetin ya. .
juz so ya noe,
diz iz ma life, d aftermath
wawan
Now, im gonna focus on bike license. . Juz mayb i cn pass by end of diz year. . Hopefully. . So peepz, i nid yer help AGAIN!!! Can?? hehz. . . I paused at prac 3. . Resuming after few dayz of hari raya. . How i wish evritink will go smoothly. . hmm. .
TO BOB, happy 18th!!
TO MOM, can i buy a scrambler when i pass??
TO STRANGER, im sorie fer da nasty remarks & nice meetin ya. .
juz so ya noe,
diz iz ma life, d aftermath
wawan
OWEAS BE MA BABY. . .
2:23 AM - Tuesday, September 23, 2008
A-NOT-SO-HAPPY-BELATED-
UNHAPPENED-19TH, STRANGER
We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free, yeah
So I'm letting you fly
'cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
ma life, the aftermath
wawan
FLYIN SOLO
5:09 AM - Saturday, September 20, 2008
I'm movin on. . Slowly but surely. . . Evritink has ta be done one step at a tyme. . Ryte mates? Fellas & Ladies, im forgettin evritink bout da past coz now's da present & tmr's da future. . Dun bother bout wat had ady happened. . Now im single (again). . . Lookin forward fer a smooooove journey ahead. . Jyeah!!!!! Currently, im not quite into findin sum1 new. . Juz flingin (ya noe wat im sayin? hehe. . .) Wanna focus on ma unfinished businesses. . STUDY, SERVE MA NS(study at da same tyme) & FIND A BLOODY GOOD CAREER. . Datz wat im gonna do. . Ok, datz ma long term goal. . As fer now, which i realie mean NOW, gonna get ma license pretty soon. Both drivin & ridin. Da more da merrier duncha tink?? Kwang3. . Also, im gonna enjoy maself (with limits!!! i guess). . .
Honestly speakin, i hate bein single. . It makes me feel kinda lonely & demoralize at times. . Wat im tryin ta convey here iz. . . Behind evri successful man, derez a woman. . Hopefully, derez sum1 out dere ta help me wit diz. . And i realie mean someONE. . Fer now, i feel like im flyin solo. . On a journey alone without anyONE ta rest ma head on. . Im not findin one but i hope ta hv one. . Get wat i mean???
4 more dayz ta car TP test
3 more dayz ta Buka with da fellaz
2 more dayz ta. . . . . (i wish i can rmbr)
ma life, the aftermath. . . JYEAH!!!!
syazwan a.k.a. wawan a.k.a. wak a.k.a. wanda stello
Honestly speakin, i hate bein single. . It makes me feel kinda lonely & demoralize at times. . Wat im tryin ta convey here iz. . . Behind evri successful man, derez a woman. . Hopefully, derez sum1 out dere ta help me wit diz. . And i realie mean someONE. . Fer now, i feel like im flyin solo. . On a journey alone without anyONE ta rest ma head on. . Im not findin one but i hope ta hv one. . Get wat i mean???
4 more dayz ta car TP test
3 more dayz ta Buka with da fellaz
2 more dayz ta. . . . . (i wish i can rmbr)
ma life, the aftermath. . . JYEAH!!!!
syazwan a.k.a. wawan a.k.a. wak a.k.a. wanda stello
ALL SAID & DONE
1:52 AM - Friday, September 19, 2008
Finally, evritink iz all said & done. . Thanked her fer she once had been one of da most important person in ma life. . Ma part went on by addin dat itz tyme ta realie ferget bout each otha & all da tymez dat we shared . Now, we're realie nutink. . Nutink at all. . If we eva c each otha in da streetz, sorie babe, i cnt remember maself knowin u!! We aint fwens! We aint mates! We aint anitink! And i have ma own reasons why i told sum1 else ta pass da msg ta her. . But hey! I did text moments leta. . !
To nadya:
If ya rmbr, diz was wat i tolcha,"itz either we're lovers er strangers. . you choose." So, itz yer choice. And u've made diz choice. Im juz doin ma job gurl; ta follow yer tempo. . U once claimed dat ya live yer life wit NO regrets. I hope u still kip yer words. Coz ya ady broke alot of yer promises. . U noe wat? i tink im gonna give ya another around of applause fer bein sucha sweet talker & a good actress. . hehz. . Should join MEDIACORP sumday. .
Im sorie i give up. . Im sorie i cnt wait fer ya. . Im sorie i cnt be da guy of yer dreams. . Im sorie ta trouble ya since 220207. . Im sorie ta c our blog & fwenster acct deleted. . Im sorie i holcha. . Im sorie i kissed ya. . Im sorie i was in luv witcha. . Im sorie i slept witcha. . AND Im sorie datcha felt sorie fer me fer not trustin ya. . Hopefully, u find da guy who mit yer criteria. .
AND NOW!! I NEED DA BOTH OF US TA FERGET EVRITINK BOUT EACH OTHA! NOW!!! AFTER DA COUNT OF 1.......2..............&.....................3
Yer coooool stranger
.....
I tink i forgot ma name too. . . argh!!!
To nadya:
If ya rmbr, diz was wat i tolcha,"itz either we're lovers er strangers. . you choose." So, itz yer choice. And u've made diz choice. Im juz doin ma job gurl; ta follow yer tempo. . U once claimed dat ya live yer life wit NO regrets. I hope u still kip yer words. Coz ya ady broke alot of yer promises. . U noe wat? i tink im gonna give ya another around of applause fer bein sucha sweet talker & a good actress. . hehz. . Should join MEDIACORP sumday. .
Im sorie i give up. . Im sorie i cnt wait fer ya. . Im sorie i cnt be da guy of yer dreams. . Im sorie ta trouble ya since 220207. . Im sorie ta c our blog & fwenster acct deleted. . Im sorie i holcha. . Im sorie i kissed ya. . Im sorie i was in luv witcha. . Im sorie i slept witcha. . AND Im sorie datcha felt sorie fer me fer not trustin ya. . Hopefully, u find da guy who mit yer criteria. .
AND NOW!! I NEED DA BOTH OF US TA FERGET EVRITINK BOUT EACH OTHA! NOW!!! AFTER DA COUNT OF 1.......2..............&.....................3
Yer coooool stranger
.....
I tink i forgot ma name too. . . argh!!!
MA FAMOUS LAZ WORDS
5:04 AM - Thursday, September 18, 2008
How bout a round of applause.... Standin ovation.... hehz. . Muz most things be kept a secret? Well, i guess a pain in d asshole would do dat. . Damn! I mean, I just keep thinking about diz bitch. . I mean I wanna move on but I cant move on. Itz like diz bitch got some kinda hold on me Mayne! Ku stress!! But im gonna go ahead & talk about it. . Here it goes. . . . . .
I'm too attached! Ma heart wont lemme fall back! I got it bad datz wat you guyz can call dat. . . And wen I see diz bitch in da streets, datz da worst fer me. . Used to love the little things diz bitch did & datz wat works fer me. Ma fellas told me, "Juz let her go, WAK!" Believe me im tryin mayne but I juz dunno how!!
So, bitch. . . I noe ya have sumtin ta say ta me. . Sumtin which i ady expected ya ta say. . Since da day ya FREAKINGLY LEFT ME cold & hard!! I dun wanna be laz ta noe again & again & again. . . Coz da way i cya ryte now has become opaque. . BADLY i muz say. . Hence, before u even say a word ta me, letz juz say dat i'll wait fer ya NO MORE. . Itz no use. . Seriously. . . Im right here staring at these walls, tinkin "who she wit", "whr she at", and "iz she club hopping?" Not worth it. . Im so blinded by diz love. . And surely it isnt good at all. .
Now, like i oweas end a conversation; one of ma famous laz words. "All dat i want ya ta do iz ta sit back, relax & reminisce sum tyme. . Coz da grass isnt oweas greener on d otha side. . ."
I'm too attached! Ma heart wont lemme fall back! I got it bad datz wat you guyz can call dat. . . And wen I see diz bitch in da streets, datz da worst fer me. . Used to love the little things diz bitch did & datz wat works fer me. Ma fellas told me, "Juz let her go, WAK!" Believe me im tryin mayne but I juz dunno how!!
So, bitch. . . I noe ya have sumtin ta say ta me. . Sumtin which i ady expected ya ta say. . Since da day ya FREAKINGLY LEFT ME cold & hard!! I dun wanna be laz ta noe again & again & again. . . Coz da way i cya ryte now has become opaque. . BADLY i muz say. . Hence, before u even say a word ta me, letz juz say dat i'll wait fer ya NO MORE. . Itz no use. . Seriously. . . Im right here staring at these walls, tinkin "who she wit", "whr she at", and "iz she club hopping?" Not worth it. . Im so blinded by diz love. . And surely it isnt good at all. .
Now, like i oweas end a conversation; one of ma famous laz words. "All dat i want ya ta do iz ta sit back, relax & reminisce sum tyme. . Coz da grass isnt oweas greener on d otha side. . ."
Ma Life. . . The Aftermath. . .
wawan
MA DAMN PACKED SCHEDULE!! ARGGGHH!!!
4:36 AM - Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Diz month iz ma most packed-scheduled-month ever througout 2008. . sigh. . . Juz put yerself in ma shoe & tell me how it feels like wen ya study in da wkdayz, work 3 wkdayz & both wkends throughout da week (catch a 2 second breath) AND undergoin both driving & riding lessons in between all dose. . phheeeewwww!! Gaspin fer air huh? Stress, bapak. . . Now, im still wonderin & ponderin how da hell did i manage all dose. And da best part iz, i manage ta go out wit ma ex-secondary skoolmatez, Mazlan, Rafta, a stranger(younoewhoyouare) & many more with lotsa schedule around me. . . Weird? Surely iz. . hehz. . .
So, yesterday dint attend skool and an unexpected thing happened. . Mamat was admitted bcoz of skin infection. First look; JIJIK XIA!!! But, kesian. . . He had ta go fer operation on da same day & it was a successful one. . Alhamdulillah. . . . Will be discharged leta today with plaster on his face. Evritink's fine huh bro? You'll be good soon so no worries, yeah. . Today, not goin ta skool again & again since Monday. I still cnt carry maself through da days smoothly, mayne!!! And itz all bcoz of YOU!! YOU noe who YOU are!!! Riding theory class diz evening till 10pm iz so killin me. Prolly i find maself droolin on da table at d end of da lesson. Kwang3. . . Next Wed iz da moment ive been waitin fer. CAR TP LA SEH!!! Hopefully i pass da test & end diz license-drought-misery. . Doakan semoga aku pass la ye. . hehe!
To YOU stranger! You can have WHOEVA ya want, WHATEVA ya want & WHICHEVA ya want. . But derez sumtin ya shld noe. . . The grass isnt oweas greener on d otha side. You claimed ta have ridiculous er natural feelin on sum1 and dat he left ya hanging. You oweas leave me hanging, even now. . So ma latest trivia iz, how does it feel like havin yerself been left hanging on someone else's??? Text me, cal me, tagged me, e-mail me, meet me er msn me if ya have d ans ta dat. .
Ok peepz, look at da time i publish diz entry. . Early huh? And i hvnt even slept!!!!! Argggghhhh!!!
Logging off
syazwan aka wawan aka wak aka wanda stello
ROFLMAO!!
So, yesterday dint attend skool and an unexpected thing happened. . Mamat was admitted bcoz of skin infection. First look; JIJIK XIA!!! But, kesian. . . He had ta go fer operation on da same day & it was a successful one. . Alhamdulillah. . . . Will be discharged leta today with plaster on his face. Evritink's fine huh bro? You'll be good soon so no worries, yeah. . Today, not goin ta skool again & again since Monday. I still cnt carry maself through da days smoothly, mayne!!! And itz all bcoz of YOU!! YOU noe who YOU are!!! Riding theory class diz evening till 10pm iz so killin me. Prolly i find maself droolin on da table at d end of da lesson. Kwang3. . . Next Wed iz da moment ive been waitin fer. CAR TP LA SEH!!! Hopefully i pass da test & end diz license-drought-misery. . Doakan semoga aku pass la ye. . hehe!
To YOU stranger! You can have WHOEVA ya want, WHATEVA ya want & WHICHEVA ya want. . But derez sumtin ya shld noe. . . The grass isnt oweas greener on d otha side. You claimed ta have ridiculous er natural feelin on sum1 and dat he left ya hanging. You oweas leave me hanging, even now. . So ma latest trivia iz, how does it feel like havin yerself been left hanging on someone else's??? Text me, cal me, tagged me, e-mail me, meet me er msn me if ya have d ans ta dat. .
Ok peepz, look at da time i publish diz entry. . Early huh? And i hvnt even slept!!!!! Argggghhhh!!!
Logging off
syazwan aka wawan aka wak aka wanda stello
ROFLMAO!!
TANX LA GERL!! AND NOW IM TIRED!! ARRGH!!!
4:00 AM - Monday, September 15, 2008
THANK YOU RAFTA FER DA HELP!!! DIZ BLOG WONT BE PUBLISHED W/O U LA FWEN!!! LOL.
HAIZ. . . Sahor la seh. . . Den i have ta prepare maself ta skool. . Will be a long2 day & i hvnt even slept!! Thinkin of N****H. . . Why do i keep thinkin of her??!!! I'm goin nutz la people of da world. . I nid a psychologist ryte away!!! haiz. . More updates comin up:
-Shisha-ing outing
-Wat else??? hmm. . Skool & Werk? Same old thing
Well, watever it iz, do visit diz blog & dun ferget ta tag ayte!!! I'll link ya ryte away! GTG. Food's callin!!!
-Shisha-ing outing
-Wat else??? hmm. . Skool & Werk? Same old thing
Well, watever it iz, do visit diz blog & dun ferget ta tag ayte!!! I'll link ya ryte away! GTG. Food's callin!!!
Test Drive!! sorie!!!
4:29 AM - Sunday, September 14, 2008
test 1 2 1 2!!!! mic check oi!!!! hmm...... will publish new post soon. . . in da meanwhile, enjoy da video in da video section!!! PEACE
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009
A F F I L I A T E S
coz dey who play a major role in ma life
COUSINS
diyana
eqa
FELLAZ
privatmarke(mamat)
bobby
hafeez
shah (RP)
O'gee
LADIES
loveofmalife
mai
rohaida
mai(RP)
haney
wany
dian (RP)
fyqah (RP)
nad (RP)
fudgie
C R E D I TS
standing ovation evri1. PLEASE.
would like ta thank our useful BLOGSKINS fer producin sucha top notch skin. motion pictures dat make diz blog worth visitin, tanx ta YOUTUBE. not ta ferget dat diz blog will be incomplete without music. so, a round of applause fer imeem in guidin me towards findin da ryte songs & melody. would oso like ta give ma tanx ta LETSSINGIT fer da lyrics which help ta make a song worth listening
. and lastly, ta ma fwen; TALIA. fer she who had helped me in openin diz blog.