[Intro]
Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you girl
And it’s killing me girl knowing you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win no
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man
Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
Girl you know that aint fair
And it’s killing me girl knowing, you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, no I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone....
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes
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Ludacris ft Chris Brown & Sean Garrett - What Them Girls Like
Jabbawockeez in Step Up 2 deleted scene
NKOB ft. NEYO - Single
Craig David - Insomnia
Scooter Smiff FT. Chris Brown - Head Of My Class (COOL STUFF)
P R O F I L E
Owner Tells Best
Hey! Welcome ta ma blog. The name's Mohamad Syazwan. Ta make it simple, juz call me Wawan in case you peepz see me in da streets.
Well, born in Jan 9th 1989, i'm juz a 20 yr old guy seekin nutink but da best in me. Hopefully. . lol. Currently undergoin ma 3+ yrs
Aerospace Avionics course in Republic Polytechnic. Loves ta entertain maself by singing and dancing which i've never gone a day without.
Ma life has oweas been triggered by the scenes of the past, present & future. Hence, diz blog is an update of Ma Life. . .
The Aftermath. . . Take diz blog as whatever you want. Let it be an entertainment blog or resourceful blog or whatever crap ayte.
All i want readers ta do is ta sit back, relax & reminisce some time.
SORRY la ppl of d world fer d extremely late update!! Kwang3.... Been pretty much bz lately... Actually, not dat bz... Actually, both uh... Haiz... Ape yg ku mepek nie?? K BYE! Ehem! To be honest, dere were so much happenings while diz dusty comp been left untouched. Occassions, outings, etc. Hehz. I mean seriously! Realie had loads of fun. And i hv trouble deciding which ta share. Anyways, i'll be tokin bout WANDYA's 2ND ANNIversary. Woohoo!! Achievement or wat?
Actually, we both got tired of wishing wat peepz call, "MONTHsary".. WTH iz dat?!! Itz nt even in da dictionary!! Mwahahaha!!! We ain't bein action, but da way we see it as not bein optimistic. C'mon people!! Count da yrs, NOT da mth!!! Well, we admit derez no harm la.. Tak salah pe kalo nak feeling2. Asalkn korg bahgia disamping keluarga..
Without further celoteh, below are some pics fer u guys ta ponder. Feeling oh-so-tired ta even type da next word. Kwang3!
Ma first cable car ride. Da feeling? Only god knows.
Got her a "COMPLIMENTARY" Stitch at PS. Ouh YA! Boo claimed dat Stitch is me. Juz bcos dat creature has chest hair which i dun wanna explain any further.. Hehz...
And of course, ADIDAS PREDATOR soccer boots.
From SENTOSA "FIELD TRIP" ta Cable Car ride ta late night movie at PS. But none of those can get me feel enough of her. Im too attached ta her. It doesn't matter whether i hv a mountain of gold. Coz wat really matters da most iz HER, NADYA. Wat a day ta rmbr!
TLC
wawan
BLAST
2:35 PM - Thursday, January 8, 2009
Had a realie great time juz two dayz b4 school reopens on monday. Spend oh-so-valuable time with ma dearest Nadya at Batam. Ok, i noe dat Qns have bn lingering in yer mind. Askin,"Why of all places, to batam?" Well, actually the main motif is to shop a lil bit here & dere with her cousin, dina, as our tour guide. But in d end, our actions contradict evritink we had in mind. Kwang3. We shopped till drop. From da tyme we arrived at 12pm till 11pm. 11hrs or wat?? hehz... Below are some shots we took.We both spend da nyte at dina's plc and went home da next morning. I realie hv ta say dat d entire tour in batam iz a BLAST!! D items r realie2 cheap. . Damn cheap! But in d end, nutink feels sweeter than having ma girl by ma side all along. Dat was our 1st tyme travellin as a couple. And of course, our first time travellin together la. Ok, i'm smilin to maself. . hehz. . .
So, juz less than 24 hrs to ma big 20!! Wonder who'll be wishin me 1st wen da clock strikes midnite... hmm... Have ta get prepared fer msg flood. lol. Till den...
Ma laz teen is endin soon
wawan
5 REASONS WHY
2:09 AM - Monday, December 29, 2008
Some peepz must be wonderin why da hell am i too attached to her. Here are the reasons why. The rest of it, hmmm... I cnt realie explain. You'll realise when yer in diz situation of mine. Letz c if u cn explain it ta me.
1. She's a part of me.
2. Da best part of ma life.
3. She's so fine- da way she talks, da way she moves her evri muscle, etc.
4. She isnt pretty but Beautiful.
5. God sends angel to bring us together. God iz Great!
Evriwhr i go & at evri tick of da clock, she's oweas up here in ma mind. And now, im missin her badly & cnt go ta slp. Juz take a closer look at da time i posted diz entry. 2 dayz in a row w/o mitin each otha and diz iz d aftermath. Hehz. Im so crazy in love. Realie2 hope ta getta mit her leta in da day. Damn! Im gonna hug her.
Juz laz words b4 i sign off: Love is the magician, the enchanter that changes worthless things to joy.
wawan
PICTURE DEPICTS A THOUSAND WORDS
3:48 AM - Friday, December 26, 2008
Not an issue. Juz a confession. Picture iz sumtink dat one look upon, ponder & have lotsa comments. However, some people dun express their tots verbally but their facial expression tells it all. Diz iz due ta some reasons. Itz either dey feel like it OR dey are forced to do so.
In ma situation, im indirectly forced to do so. Juz bcoz of da comments dat i give, i receive threats. Woah!! Scared huh? Well, i got no 1 ta confess to, actuali. So here's d onli place i cn turn to, diz tyme round. Fellaz, a pic showin yer gal standin closely next ta a guy whom u dun realie noe frm which planet dey r frm,-I mentioned da word, "DEY", coz itz not 1, not 2 but several pics.-diz includes da recent agenda at ZoukOut, wat would y'all feel? Happy? Certainly not. Juz keep quiet? Hmm... A dumbass would do dat.
So, what happens when she threatens ya? Ok, fer dose who doesn't noe watta do, i got a suggestion-A man gotta do wat a man gotta do. See, whatever ladies can do, fellaz can do it too. Objection, anyone? I suggest dat one fine day, letz put our shades on & hit da dancefloor. Grab a chick, snapshots & upload dose shots on d internet. Den, sit back, relax & observe da respond. Lets c if dey cn keep themselves quiet. hmmm.... (I realie think diz idea isn't dat bad aft all. Mwahahaha!)
P/S: Da suggestion above isnt fer da faint-hearted. Yer discretion iz advised. Kwang3.
Aniwae, Happy 22nd mth fer da both of us(includin da 6 mths break-up). Had loads of fun spendin our time togetha at Vivo, Ben & Jerry's, Sentosa and Tampines. hah! Realie had a great time witcha with all da running at Pahlawan Beach, feastin & drinkin. Hehz. To all readers, Nadya iz da best thing dat has eva come into ma life. PERIOD!
Yer none otha then Syazwan aka Wawan aka Wan aka Wak
K bye!
IS "CONFUSE" DA RYTE WORD? AND PLS STOP!!
1:43 AM - Thursday, December 18, 2008
So things are beginning ta turn haywire a lil bit between me n her. Hmm.. What a start huh? So here it goes.
I say "NO!" while she says "YES!". And evritime i say "YES!" she'll prolly say "NO!". Okay, ta make it short, we oweas hv COUNTER-ARGUMENTS. I dunno why iz diz happening ta us but i got a feeling dat all those will soon end. Hopefully.
See, i've got absolute faith in diz r'ship and havin diz faith tingy makes me weak. And when i'm weak, ma mind starts ta go wild. Thinkin, "Where she go? Where she at? Dun tell me she isnt serious." But wait a minute, when someone has dat sorta tot, cn he/she have faith?? Okaaaayyyy... So confuse iz realie da ryte word ta explain ma situation. Why da hell iz diz happening ta me??!!
All these veri wild tots iz wat most people call paranoid. A jackass will call it hallucination. DAMN! I have ta stop b4 itz realie too late. I dun wanna end diz r'ship tragically again & again. Mayne, i love her. I realie do. She told me she's willing ta sacrifice otha fellaz and contacts fer me. And hvin diz situation dat im facing, it realie iz a bad way ta react ta dat.
Babe, im gonna repay ya fer all yer deeds ta da best of ma ability. Ya noe diz isnt da best i cn do. Gonna prove it ta ya by showin ya dat im fer real. Keep diz in mind, babe. Coz diz iz ma promiz to ya.
Nadya's
Wawan
FINE DEN
4:58 AM - Saturday, December 6, 2008
I'm sorie. Shouldnt have tried making ya change.
Should accept ya fer da way ya are. Not ta make ya ta
somethin yer not. Even if it hurts so bad, i have ta endure.
Datz d onli way ta kip diz rship goin- which iz ta swallow everything
and hope things will turn out da way i want things ta be.
Juz one more thing. I wont eva gonna be da one givin up
diz rship even if im in da wrong. Coz i've oweas kip ta diz oath.
And running away from mistakes is juz gonna make things worse.
Perhaps, it isnt man enough. So each time when ya feel like givin up,
oweas remember dat im da guy who has sincerely been luvin ya from da start.
Ma apologies
Syazwan
DE-CORNROWS....
2:26 AM
Itchy, uneasy & stressy (Iz dere sucha word??)!! So i really gotta get 'em outta ma head!! Here's d aftermath....
Missin her badly. . Hope ta mit her tmr. . If she wants ta... Hmm...
would like ta thank our useful BLOGSKINS fer producin sucha top notch skin.
motion pictures dat make diz blog worth visitin, tanx ta YOUTUBE. not ta ferget
dat diz blog will be incomplete without music. so, a round of applause fer imeem in
guidin me towards findin da ryte songs & melody. would oso like ta give ma tanx ta LETSSINGIT
fer da lyrics which help ta make a song worth listening . and lastly, ta ma fwen; TALIA. fer she who had helped me in openin diz blog.
Got her a "COMPLIMENTARY" Stitch at PS. Ouh YA! Boo claimed dat Stitch is me. Juz bcos dat creature has chest hair which i dun wanna explain any further.. Hehz...
And of course, ADIDAS PREDATOR soccer boots.
